And it all goes BOOM!

Well....shit really hit the fan today.  My parents decided that they needed to protect me and decided that David had to leave immediatly.  It got realy ugly for a bit then everything ended peacefully...well, as peacefully as it can be.  Now he's goin on Facebook saying it's the same things as 7 years ago and it's not.  And he's leading people to believe that it was just because I didn't want to work at the relationship.  Never mind that he hasn't done hardly anything around the house since he moved in.  He hasn't had a job.  He hasn't contributed to any of the bills except one single time and even then it wasn't near equilivant of the amount of resources he's used since he got here.  I have been unable to work on my art or even use my own computer because he's too busy dicking around on the internet.  I haven't eaten in 5 days, haven't slept more than a couple hours every couple days in 2 weeks.  I've been so miserable I've actually considered the fact that it would be eaiser on myself (not anyone else) if I were dead.  I should be able to have a decent life without having these feelings hovering over my head.  I have done my best to be civil (after a couple of initial outbursts).  I have kept myself calm and like a stone when I had to deal with him face to face.  All he has left here is his stupid tv and maybe some clothes he missed.   I'll have to go through the room this week and box everything up.  Gonna have to make sure I keep the truck and the front door locked at all times now.  Front foor no problem....truck a bit of a problem...I never remember to lock the thing.  Well, I guess that's about all I have to say for now....I hope I can find a way to get some sleep tonight.  I'm so damn tired....

Kay

Well then...

Well I got nothing I wanted done yesterday accomplished....on the other hand, I did clean out the cabinets in the kitchen and caught up all the dishes, so the day wasn't a total loss.  I'm waiting for Allison to get here.  She was planning on coming over after she dropped Cara off at school, but today is Flag Pole Day at Cara's school, so Allison has to wait until the kids actually go to class before she can leave.  Not that I blame her.  As far as I know, Patrick and Eddie's school doesn't have a FPD so I don't have to worry about it.  Let me explain...Flag Pole Day is when they gather the entier school, K-6, at the flag pole in front of the school and outside the fences.  Now I'm not using real numbers here, just easy ones for illustration purposes... there are maybe 100 teachers and 400 students at this school.  As the mother of an overactive 6 year old, wouldn't you be concerned that the school has your kid standing around a flag pole?  Especially since the school is walking distance from where a little girl was snatched and killed not to long ago?  So Allison has to stay at the school to keep an eye on Cara or she'll loose her mind. ;)

Today I think I'll try to tackle the last of the wall cabinets and then start on the free-standing ones.  finishing out the last cabinet should be easy enough...all I have to do is replace the shelf liner and put the glasses back.  I already got everything washed last night.  You can tell we rarely use our actual glass glasses cause every one of them was covered in a layer of dust.  Same went for all but a couple of the coffee mugs.  Found one of my missing potato peelers last night...with the tip of my middle finger.  I was digging at the bottom of the solverware basket and felt something slice my finger.  I thought, odd...I thought I already got all the knives out.  When I pulled my hand up, the peeler was still attatched to the tip of my finger.  Thankfully this was at about 11:30pm, so I didn't have to worry about it for too long.  :)

Yay!  Allison's on her way!  Guess I should start wrapping this post up since it's not going to take long for her to get here.  Good thing...I'm stressed and I need someone to vent to.

Later!
Kay