So I thought that my heart couldn't possiably break any more but I was so very very wrong. :( I found out this morning that Nick has asked bitchface to marry him and then he had the audacity to invite me. After what I had just told him a couple days ago, he pulls this. Not that I figured what I said would have changed anything, but knowing how I still feel he goes and rubs it into my face. Bastard! And i'll be that's the real reason he wanted me to give his mom my old engagment ring...he wanted to give the real diamond to her. Well tough shit...I got rid of both rings a long time ago. I should have known that this was going to happen. And now I feel like I want to curl up in a ball and simply die. I don't even want to carry on at this point. I've been trying so damn hard to get past all this, to drag myself out of this pit I've fallen into, but it's impossiable. I don't know what to do anymore. I don't even want to go try for an apprenticeship now. I don't want to do anything except go to sleep and never wake up again.
Kay
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