Well....shit really hit the fan today. My parents decided that they needed to protect me and decided that David had to leave immediatly. It got realy ugly for a bit then everything ended peacefully...well, as peacefully as it can be. Now he's goin on Facebook saying it's the same things as 7 years ago and it's not. And he's leading people to believe that it was just because I didn't want to work at the relationship. Never mind that he hasn't done hardly anything around the house since he moved in. He hasn't had a job. He hasn't contributed to any of the bills except one single time and even then it wasn't near equilivant of the amount of resources he's used since he got here. I have been unable to work on my art or even use my own computer because he's too busy dicking around on the internet. I haven't eaten in 5 days, haven't slept more than a couple hours every couple days in 2 weeks. I've been so miserable I've actually considered the fact that it would be eaiser on myself (not anyone else) if I were dead. I should be able to have a decent life without having these feelings hovering over my head. I have done my best to be civil (after a couple of initial outbursts). I have kept myself calm and like a stone when I had to deal with him face to face. All he has left here is his stupid tv and maybe some clothes he missed. I'll have to go through the room this week and box everything up. Gonna have to make sure I keep the truck and the front door locked at all times now. Front foor no problem....truck a bit of a problem...I never remember to lock the thing. Well, I guess that's about all I have to say for now....I hope I can find a way to get some sleep tonight. I'm so damn tired....
Kay
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